Did I love too much?
When I whispered “I Love You” in your ear?
When I said “Ill always be here”?
When I held you and chased away your fear?
Was it a lie?
When you said without me, you would die?
Or that our love was bigger than the sky?
Or that you loved me..with a little sigh..
Your my everything, you [...]
May 11, 2008
Categories: Poetry. . Tags: cry, crying, love, Poetry., sadness . Author: abyssalchainsaw . Comments: Leave a Comment
Sometimes I close my eyes..
but I wont open them,
everythings so different from when,
I’d play and scrape my shins,
to be a kid again…
At others the rain would call..
We’d sleep outside during fall,
the stars were our only light,
we’ll alway have that breezy night,
I wish we didnt fight…
And i try, but im too shy..
My eyes arent opening,
im too [...]
May 11, 2008
Categories: Poetry. . Tags: childhood, loss, love, Poetry., regret . Author: abyssalchainsaw . Comments: Leave a Comment
Its wierd.
I have a potentially fatal kidney Illness. At the time of my diagnosis, I “Had 18 months”..It now being 3 years they were wrong obviously.
But is that a good thing? Did death simply not come for me? Did he forget?
My faith in modern medicine is gone. Seriously. First I “have 18 months”..then I dont [...]
May 11, 2008
Categories: Stomache Illness . . Author: abyssalchainsaw . Comments: 1 Comment
Saw a skate demo at EXPN West.
Talked to Howard Keirn. Main Etnies Sponsor in OC.
Showed him a move or 20. told me theres a place where everyone sends thier “sponsor me!” vids for thier co.
Then he told me where people HE’S interested in send thiers.Which he gave to me.As I gave him my email myspace [...]
May 11, 2008
Categories: Skate . Tags: boarding, demos, ripping, Skate, skateboarding . Author: abyssalchainsaw . Comments: Leave a Comment